Fireproof

Today is really a emotional day for me.
Being so up and down..even the snow didnt bring me any happier.
bitterness, loneliness, insercure, negative thoughts are coming to my mind every minute.
I was keep thinking why these things are all happen to me.
As my laptop's charger is broken, I got nothing to do.
So I called Angel and we went to the gym together..
We got a great quality time there, afterwards, as the house is lack of tissue rolls..
We stopped by ablertson which is just two minutes far from my house,
and we grabbed a movie - "Fireproof".. which is recommended by Angel and Joii..
We are both so excited to the movie, so we didnt even take a shower before we start to watch..
This movie is mainly talking about a fireman which has a marriage problem with his wife,
they are lack of communication, love, time, full of anger, agurement, tears and scream...
when they are deciding to divorce, The father gave him a book which included 40 days live changing.. The book is so sweet that every day is ended by an encouraging verse..
We kept crying after the middle part of the movie.. every part is so touching..
When the fireman said he was in..
When the fireman cried to his wife to ask forgiveness.
When the fireman ran to his mother and kept saying sorry..
so many scenes..
As I am not a married woman, maybe you may think most of the part are not related to me.
But for me, this movie is like I am watching an unbeliever, how he doubts God, and keep complaining about his life, and ONE DAY, he realized, he NEEDS GOD!
the BIG GOD that is keep loving him unconditionally.
I have learnt soso much from this movie.. totally blessed by that..