naive orders.

oh my god..
What a day.
it is just so fast and so true.

The time I turned on my cell phone and keep receiving sms.
Judgment comes.
Pressure comes.
Argument comes.
Serious comes.

People keep asking me for explanations.
well, really?
for wht?
hello there, i want to say sorry for blablablaablahhblahhh..
I cannot think anything for me to say sorry.
maybe I should just turn off my phone.

YES! I am super offensive!
I am super STUCK!
then? broke all the friendships?
okay~~ I get it, Just break it~
if it will really break, that's means our relationship is not friendship,
friendship shouldnt be broken like THIS!

your attitude let me feel you are the senior,
let me feel you know everything,
and everything you said is right,
but is it really right?
Am I really need to do what you say?
You care in this way... Dun you think that is just not HELPING?



Lord, whatever they are going to say about me..
please calm down my heart..
I cant hold this anymore..
I cant..
I can only rely on you...
Please show me what should I do..
I know that you will take kero and joii away..
I know that will happenn..
I totally and truly and fully knows what is happening now..