WWJD?

These two months..
is so hard for me.. everyday i looked at my cellphone..
and dunno what to do..
I wish I am born in a christian family.. so that I dun need to do these things..
but well.. I believe Jesus has the best plan for me..
I believe there is a better plan for me after I solve everything..
I have the hope.. that my family will get saved one day..
I dun want to think too negative about these..
I dunno how to control my emotional..
Everything seems getting worse..
The situation is not getting any better..
But God's solution still didn't show up..
I wonder if Mary didn't get saved.. What would Jesus do..?
It really hurt my heart deeply...
WWJD?